Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Boring....

It seems every time I come here to write something I have nothing to say.  Blog block maybe?  Or perhaps its always that I have the same thing on my mind.  The divorce.  I can't remember the last time that wasn't what took up the majority of my thoughts.  Even though I am living this other life and have been for a while I can't really live it.  I'm still attached to a life I'm desperately trying to shake.  I'm still being weighed down by the past.  I can't imagine what it will feel like to finally be free of that!  Its so irritating to have that just out of reach and at this point all I can do is wait.  And remind him to sign the papers.  Which I do.  On a daily (sometimes more) basis!  I wait for the day when I can think clearly and don't have this hanging over my head.  I'm tired of it and so I know everyone else is tired of hearing about it!   

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  1. Do you know when the paperwork should be all finished (or is the ball in his court)? We should CELEBRATE for sure!

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  2. PS - I just remembered you had said last time I asked that once he signs it could be about a week until it's final. So you can ignore me asking again, sorry! :)

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  3. Well actually he just told me like an hour ago he should have them in the mail by tomorrow! Yippee!!!

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  4. Aww, I miss you too! And that's awesome news!! :)

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